We were sitting in the car
And I told him to stop
As the car came to a halt
In my throat was a knot

"We have to break up"
I said with a frown
He just stared at me
Then he looked down

He picked up a paper and pen
And scribbled something on it
Not paying attention to me
God I feel like shit

He folded up the paper
Then handed it to me
Still holding back the tears
"Read it later" he said calmly

He started up the car again
And we were on our way
Why did it have to end like this
Did it really have to be today

I shoved the paper in my pocket
As we crossed the rail road track
Then we stopped at my house
I got out without turning back

I took long heavy steps
Because I'm nothing but trash
Then something grabbed my attention
When behind me was a huge crash

I turned around to see my nightmare
I recognized the car instantly
A train and a car were coiled together
From there, everything got so blurry

Figures running and screaming
"Oh my god, call the ambulance!!!"
Although I already knew he was dead
My life truly is unfair

I just couldn't accept it
The pain I have inside
A million knives went through my heart
And the pain I could not hide

I remember the note he handed me
I read it and began to cry
It said in four simple words
"Without you, I'd die"

ejur ji! thank you again

Pandit ji hajur lai pani Thank you!

kusum ji!
hajur i am kt. Ya they know me and thank you much.

badarnikt, thanks. So there are many hanumans around! In jest. Kusum_baba

Feeling Lonley :(

sristi,
k bho timlai.. why r u feeling lonely?
i thought u r getting married. so how come lonely???

Feeling Lonley :(
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Lonely ''m Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Listen this song sing, it will make you laugh. :D

hya .. it does not make u laugh.. it makes u even more lonely...
matrix timro song le jhan lonely garchha yaar....

hehee, that song makes you more lonely? read here how thankful people are for thi ssong. :D
http://www.allthelyrics.com/forum/topic-lonely_akon/

sapai jana ko sense of humor harako justo chha yaar.. it is no even remotely funny
no sense of humor

it a plain more sarcasm and makes one even bitter....

Woke up today, with an empty feeling inside
Wondering and pondering the reason why!
U walked away so quickly without giving us a try
I thought of you and wished to die...now I want to cry
Feel like I?m existing without my soul
All empty inside and left alone...never knowing your secrets of ole'
But there are some things about u that u wouldn?t even share ...with someone u loved but I didn?t care
I wished you were true...I said I loved you, you never knew me...you were never there!
I tried to deny it ....but it?s something I cannot hide ......all the love for u that I have inside
One touch one kiss could all make it better
Just to be close....if only, now I see that we can't be that's why I'm writing this letter...
to look into ur eyes and tell u that I love u and need u now more than ever
I stand arms folded at the door of ur heart ....but u wont let me in and its tearing me apart
How could this be...you said you loved me...
Did you mean it or did you not?
Now...all I want is to forget you...all the heartaches and pains
The scars you left...honey your words were all in vain!
But not matter what I think of u these feelings remain...
And my love is indeed blind
So I may do it again
I may have these feelings
Till my very end
And as long as they?re there I?m not going to pretend
Until the day when it shall reveal to you...as all unfolds that you were loved once and always will be loved
And you'll come to regret the best and greatest gift of your life
And I'll forget and move on
I know it will hurt a lot but I got to be strong
Cause in my eyes we were meant to be
What a feeling to have my greatest love turn its back on me
When I was by your side from the very beginning
When I loved you without question
I did not pressure you...I did not suspect that you'd take my heart and leave me to bleed
You'll never have a love like this...you'll never again taste of this kiss!
One day you'll come to miss, the tenderness of this sweet bliss!
Here I go again...me and my emotions ...baby plz don?t get caught up with all this love commotion......I would take u back if u give me a chance...lets make a go of it ...one last dance
Like fine wine, bittersweet...my mind's turmoil has drifted away...I want you, I want you not...I want you to stay
But why ....why am I holding on to you...why don't I say I hate you
You are like a potent drug...I'm on a high...can't get enough...till I touch the sky
I want to fly...I want your love.
Your blood runs through my veins like acid...why can't you get out from under my skin...but yet you are my sweetest sin!
I?m about to burst. Don?t know where to begin...you?re the fire that burns within...
My heart my soul longs for u ....look at me and tell me...u don't feel it too
Why u act this way is hard to comprehend.....For someone who is my greatest love ...u are also my greatest friend
This is hard, for beads of sweat are dripping from my forehead....I feel like I'm going insane...from all this strain
You're my hypnotic...
I want you...I love you....I even want to .................
Can't you see...you're a part of me and I am a part of you?
Clueless! Am I really okay as I say?
I want you to make my day...Again, I want you to stay!
I'm afraid to lose you this way!
Afraid of what the future holds...I'm afraid to let go!
"Look at me I?m a mess!" never knew that loving u would bring so much distress
This may be love, Or maybe its not
Or maybe somewhere in between
Or maybe I forgot!
It?s said u can?t choose those with whom u fall in love
And I found that out the hard way
Now I?m on my knees pleading for help from above
Praying for peace in the form of a dove...oh love of soul...how far must we go...to sustain the love we once shared...
When we cared for one another...like ......
But this must end for me to live
To walk away and forgive
No more! No more anger, no more drama...in my life...it's time to let go of this strife!
Praying to God for a new beginning, But wishing that I didn't have to see us ending...and I know it will hurt if I happen to see that u and I truly weren't meant to be
But so it must be for survival I will not be your rival, but let time heal our wounds and bury the dead bones of sorrow and allow for a new life to grow!
By from someone i know hehehe

BK,
the first one was so nice so sad.

One more of Mr. Sam's[the dog] pic
Ah! Somebody get Sam into horror films. I?m going to have nightmares.

The 14-year-old pedigreed Chinese crested recently won the Sonoma-Marin Fair contest for the third consecutive time.

Surprise, surprise.

He's so ugly even the judges recoiled when he was placed on the judging table, said his proud owner, Susie Lockheed, of Santa Barbara.

I truly hope Sam has been neutered. We do not want another son of Sam.

oops
sorry guys,
i was posting in the ugliest dog thread
my bad...
ignore this post...:(

now that she is leaving, and she is taking my heart with her,
i am taking to holding my pillow at night and whispering her name.

Mutu Ritto Vhaye Jhai Lagyo Feri Aaja...
Yaad Aaidida Unko feri...........
Udasi chaaidinchaa ani...
Feri Muskurai dinchu ma..
Yo samjhera Ki...
Ma Unlai Vhulne Pryaas ma chu.......

*EjuraM*

Kina marnu parya raichha bicharaa lai .
Break up nai bhaye pachhi ta aruko laagi marera ke kaam.
Pakka pani thulo lafada nabhaikana marena hola bichara.
Je hos mare tulya bhayera baachnu bhanda ta marera nai thika garechha keto le.

Eyes are always in search of something
heart beats like its going to erupt
Minds goes restless
Everything appeared blue around
Without u ,my world is so incomplete....

OH! baby u are the one i have always dreamt about
those glimpse of smile in ur face are my inspiration
Ur aprtical approch to life is great motivation to me
i love the way u are,i simply love it...i love u stupid

neupane ji! it's okay u don't have to be sorry.


PALPALI GAULE ji!

nice one.


Ejur ji!
poem ta ali mero dimag ma ghushaya na but
it sounds nice one.


jyaan ji!
it's just a poem no one maring ke hehehe

her flight is today. she's probably on her way to the airport right now. or perhaps she's already there, already checked-in. just waiting to start her new life. but sometimes we need to let go. right? we need to give the other person what they need. like time, or space, or freedom. or, in this case, wings. i just hope, like a homing pigeon's, these wings will carry her back to me....

my friends say "time heals all wounds" (or is it "time wounds all heels"?) and "there are plenty of other fish in the sea". but what does this matter if i have found the fish i want to swim with?

Time is a healer or is it a greater thief--robbing you of your present and leaving you only with memories?!

BK ,
Right now,to me nothing seems sadder and more beautiful than the first one ..... [ Keep writing :) ]